try, try, and try

have you ever felt like this?
when you finally could let someone you love found his new love?

i did.

i'm in the middle of feeling happy and sad.
happy because i don't have to think about him anymore.
and sad because i have to meet him everyday.
it hurts.
hurts not because he found his new love, but hurts because he reminds me of the memories. all of the memories i should forget.

oh, dear..
i have tried.
i have tried to let you go.
but this 'meeting', ruins everything.
i can't..
i can't..

but i have tried.